Are you happy now?

Because someone told me , recently i just realized that i’ve been abandoning this blog for months.

So wanna post something here.

Been busy lately, crazy with thesis research and writing, preparing final presentation (which in turn was waaaayyyyyy to awful, to awful that i wanna puke only by remembering that day *sigh)

Taiwan trip, 5 days full of GREAT taiwanese food (i’m planning to write more in detail about this trip, just have to find the right time to). Here i’d like to express my gratitude to all of my friends there, thanks for guiding me around. It was so nice to have you all there. Just contact me if you have any chance to visit Osaka, i’ll bring you around. And my special thanks to linda, for everything.

April, spring, new academic year, new life as a graduate student, new semester, new junior. Have 1 of my relatives came to Japan to study, and she’s placed in Osaka so i was like guiding her around for few days. Busy with new class (after one year without class you really have to struggle to concentrate for a 90 minutes lecture), with this and that and many other stuffs. Barely could find time to write.

Okay before i go too far from the topic, let’s go back to the title of this post. “Are you happy now?“. If you are asked this question, what ur answer will be?

For me, at this present time, i’ll definitely say YES. Why?

I retained my scholarship to study in one of top 3 universities in Japan. I have a veryyyy cozy place to sleep every night, i can eat properly everyday, i have people to take care of and love, i’m surrounded by tons of great friends and people, i can smile everyday, how can i ask for more??

Of course this doesn’t mean that i’m free of problem or don’t have any worry. I do meet problem in my daily life, and having some worries concerning my future (indeed i’ve been thinking seriously about my future path for months and haven’t get any clue where it will lead me to). But should those things distract me from happiness? Of course no! I choose not to be distracted from my own happiness by those kind of things. Interestingly enough, in one of my class this afternoon the professor said that if you found problems in you research, you should be happy because it means that you have something to solve for certain. Maybe it’s different with daily life, but i just wanna say (i think i’ve already said similar thing in my previous post) your happiness is in your hand to hold, whether you wanna hold and keep it, is depend to your self.

I have things to make me happy, so i prefer to be happy with those things. And i’m smiling broadly now.

This is just my blabbering thought, but hope reading this could draw a smile on YOUR face.

Are YOU happy now?